driftingwithoutdestination
feel the fear and just do it anyway.

Monday, September 29, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 9:36 PM
Children's Day!


Today is like children's day and its so sad my friends are all wearing black but i want to go!!!! they look like they are having so much fun like hell! i can't be there! i would have rather taken my PSLE than come here!? its so unfair and if any of my aussie friends is reading this but no offence i would rather go back to S'pore than come to BNPS!!!!


dawn wrote this @ 3:18 AM
Work XIA!!!!?

Today i'm too bored to put a pic because my fingers hurt!!! The whole day i've been doing work non-stop like wah!? you noe why? its just because i want to be rid of it? 2 weeks holiday and S'pore gives more hw for one week i think i'm seriously slacking here!? I think i deserve it though because right now i should be doing Psle instead i'm going through 2nd week of holiday thats very unfair right?!!!


Sunday, September 28, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 12:19 AM
Church!!


Today is sunday again the message today is setting out for ur goals my problem is i'm not sure of my goal and stuff and another thing i heard that i think effects most people who have immigrated... it was to look forward and don't make regrets or look back at ur troubles that happened in the past which is so cool!!! but easier said than done which from now till maybe later will be my motto for a while it means alot! and i got new sport shoes!!!!!!! Bye!!!!! For!!!! Now!!!!


Friday, September 26, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 9:25 PM
Swimming


Yesterday i didn't do a post so this is for today and yesterday... We want swimming it was fun because they had a swing and 3m diving boards which were way fun! After that beause my 2 bros and cousin forgot to bring underwear and my cousin forgot to bring another pair of pants he had to walk home with a towel acting as a sarong then when we reached his place the towel dropped! He bent down to take it and everyone just screamed!!!!!!!


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Thursday, September 25, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 12:48 AM
Pathetic!!!


Today i seriously hate dillion and shaun and forever will no matter wad!!! now i want to punch comeone real hard in the face till their nose is broken i'm sure... today dillion is utterly retarded and a freak and totally pathetic forever it'll be a miracle if he gets a girlfriend not to mention a wife?! i doubt something like that would happen same for shaun...


Tuesday, September 23, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 7:37 PM
Maid!!!


Today is only wednesday and we have to te chores! Great! just great!? Inoe i'm ranting and its not much compared to other people's work but for goodness sake we had to the whole house chores from top to bottom... u noe why? just because some people are coming over for dinner tonight gues wadits only 1pm here?! dnner is like at 6?! the hell i'm crazy and high right now...hee i'm going mental....... ok bye for now!!!


Monday, September 22, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 11:42 PM
The One Thing That Hasn't Changed!!!


Today is the sencond day of the 2 week term break and u noe wad? just like in S'pore its boring staying home doing nothing which sometimes is because the breaks too short for a trip or not enough money but in S'pore my reason was my parents had to work and i just stayed home talking to my friends on the phone and on msn which is great but not like in school and another thing that hasn't changed my love for reading and horoscopes its just fascinating u noe....


Sunday, September 21, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 7:45 PM
CYBER!!! NERD!!!

Today we went out to boxhill and went to this cyber cafe vry cool alot of computers and tats all today i guess... yea bye for now...


dawn wrote this @ 1:28 AM
Smiggle!!!


Todays good i went shopping yay!!! I bought these cute badges and two big notebooks for my scrap books to my friends!!!! It cost me quite abit but its ok!!! I'm very random today yea? I bought this badge saying 'pucka up' ?! i thought it was cute for a while it was ok i guess...


Friday, September 19, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 11:04 PM
Twister!!!


Yesterday we had cell group it was quite fun we played twister!!! SO FUN!!! Except dillion puked and we didn't use the spinner so this guy randomly summons u to put wad where... he made me put my forehead and my elbow down it was quite fun except he made my 10 year old friend cry because he strtched her too much bye for now
!!!!


Thursday, September 18, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 10:16 PM
2nd!!! SO GOOD!!!!


Today themurder ball tournament my class came in 2nd!!! which is pretti good!!! We lost to a class usually win against though and they became the winner so sad!!! Today my crush just got his hair cut it was like shaved head u noe!!!! so funny! now people are mch kinder to me which means i'm improving yay!!! SO GOOD LOL!!! HAPPY 2WEEKS OF HOLIDAY!!!!! TO ALL BNPS STUDENTS!!!


Wednesday, September 17, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 11:13 PM
Murder Ball Tournament!!!!


Tomorrow is the last day of school!!!! and party!!! and murderball!!!!! I can't wait then after tat no school!!!! for 2 weeks!!!! I'm so happy i'm not so shy anymore!!! I'm quite happy and high today!!! i also got to punch someone yay!!!!!! Oh and graduation and basketball tournament is coming!!!!


Tuesday, September 16, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 11:04 PM
3rd training...?


Today is my 3rd day of basketball training and guess wad? our first match is 2weeks from now and this week is last week of term3 so the next 2 weeks will be school holiday and if we win it would be a very good effort or the other team just sucks.... or maybe i'm too tall... yay i'm a basketball pro!!!


dawn wrote this @ 12:21 AM


Today i had another basketball practice and it was fairly alright i guess... oh and i got 2 of my friend's number which is good my bro thinks i'm gay because i ask them instead of boys'. U noe why its because i'm too shy to ask boys like who isn't and is a girl except if ur gay la hehe!!!


Sunday, September 14, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 11:12 PM
Nuts!!!


Today is monday as usual very tired... Today we had art and it was sewing!!! So easy!!!! I'm almost done with the sewing! Oh and this week is the last week of term yay man!!! I like it here a bit more than i did when i first came here but when i think about moving i thought it was impossible and that my won't care whether i'm there or not which is always the case i think! right now i'm relieved the year is going by but i regreted time going fast when i was having the fun with my friends like why can't it be the other way round so sad!!!!!


dawn wrote this @ 1:04 AM
Talent?!


Today is sunday i went to church and this preacher was amazing except he didn't explain something... The message today was tat everyone had a talent and god wants us to use it for him no matter wad ad u might think... tats like sacrificing right? Just read! If u read the bible at all! u would noe tat god sacrificed nothing everyone alive could! ever thought abt tat? no? thought so Yes? Good for u! And after all tat i support fully but theres the thing he didn't really explain wad if u feel like u have no talent but still noe its coming soon but too busy to notice?! I've like analysed through my memory and guess wad? I have no idea on wad my gift would be! But i'm sure of one thing tat pisses me off the most and its those people who start school's tat say: 'Watever For Gifted Children'Do they even noe how mean tat is for other kids who haven't discovered their talent but wants to nature it anyway? nvm i'm ranting again!?


Friday, September 12, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 8:21 PM
Damn It !!!


Today yea i'm quite bored cause its saturday and saturday means more chores like seriously man! I finished it quite fast though i'm quite hooked on this book called the beckoners it is a novel and its so incredibly good! not only is the english awesome the way the author describes everything is awesome i love reading these type of novels!!! And u noe how kids like to say wad they wanna be when they grow up? Yea well i can't decide who or wad i wanna be when i grow up? my relatives have sad i can try these...1.model 2. teacher(cause my dad's a teacher) 3.Waitress 4.popstar 5.actress 6.comedian 7. radio dj
reasons for...
1.my height and my complexion
2. my dad
3.last job? 4.i love music 5. why not? 6.i'm quite funny 7.i love listening to music and talking about things with people...
now u guys noe me better please tag which 3 is the best for me to go for it is very appreciated if u do!!!! Please do! And i miss u NOT ALL SMPS GIRLS!!!!


Thursday, September 11, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 11:10 PM
Hockey!


Today we had hockey tournament round one we won whoo hoo!!! not i'm sore from today because i wrote a 10 paragraph essay in pen and in half an hour i think. then after tat played basketball for over an hour?! I'm damn tired....


Wednesday, September 10, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 11:43 PM
Official Happiness! Maybe!


Today i'm quite happy cause we had our first basketball training!! Quite fun yeah! I fell quite alot today because my male teacher likes to trip u!!!! So evil! Somemore his very tall! OMG he scary wheni play against him!!!!? thats all for today oh and tmr i have hockey tournament yay!?


Tuesday, September 9, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 1:14 AM
YAY!!!


Guess wad? I got in to basketball today yea! But i think its very horrid that a better shooter than me didn't get in and guess wad? most of thepeople chosen are tall! like the shortest person on the team is like a half a head shorter!!! nvm have to be thankful i'm in the team! Oh yea u noe wad? i've officially going on a not so strict diet so exercise more and eat a little less. my portions can be a little smaller every time! i've also gone retarded yea!!!


Sunday, September 7, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 6:52 PM
No School!!! Finally!


Today no school!!!!!!! Finally no school not like its full of work or anythingits just too easy at times i finish them before most of the advanced students in my class which i'm quite happy about!!!! I'm quite bored and stuff and i like hell miss my friends!!!! I've started making a scrap book for them too! Because when like desih comes she'll be like giving me 3 thing and i'll be only giving 1?! So i agreed with all of them and said i'll make my own scrap book for desih to bring back!!! They can share it but thats wad i'm afraid about cause they never really could share things u'noe? I hope they don't tear it because i used that book to open my heart out more than on this blog!!!! BE CAREFUL!!!...


Saturday, September 6, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 11:39 PM
Confused!


Today is father's day here and its quite confusinf cause the church servise today gave tips on how to be a good dad right? well it was quite funny but right after that my dad became all angry at us because we were all too indifferent?! The hell!? after that message comes scolding after they said don't scold too much!?


dawn wrote this @ 6:28 AM
lol

TODAY I APOLOGIZE FOR NO PIC! I'M TOTALLY SORRY CAUSE I'M USING THIS CRAP LAPTOP OF MY BRO'S!! lol... TODAY I'M DRESSING IN MY MOST FORMAL I WILL POST ME IN TMR'S POST SO DON'T FORGET TO CHECK IT OUT!!!! THATS ALL FOR NOW I GUESS BYE BYE FOR NOW!


Friday, September 5, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 12:52 AM
Favourtism!?


Today is total crap! We had no lessons and had rounders which is like baseball in a way... So we were grouped by class and my class was group3 and the umpire's class was our oppenent group1... And guess wad, they won!? We could have madeit to the finals instead we got last! And it was so obvious! Even i, new to the game saw how she cheated! Like u have to tag the person if ur at the base? Well our team did but she gave an excuse that she said they were safe?! when he was out!? Stupid B. ok i feel better! I just hate this! One thing i want to ask now and once and for all. If u noe me and have met me? Do i talk to fast? like u can understand me?


Thursday, September 4, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 1:48 AM
Annoying people in my life!


Today i feel like i should list the most annoying people in my life might be quite long...
1. Dillion Lim/
2. Shaun Lim/(both my brothers)
3. Few boys in school (Eric & Will)
4. Bitchy girls in my year
5.People who mistake me for an older person and dosen't learn their mistakes!
6. Egoistic men mostly
7. Girls who scream at u for no reason
8. S'pore chinese teacher!!!!!
9. Teachers with no sense of privacy
10. Show offs
11. People who judge with no authority to!


Tuesday, September 2, 2008 dawn wrote this @ 11:25 PM
New girl(s)?!


Today i meet 2 new girls! They are sisters one named jazzmin and one marie or something... They are very nice and like me even when i've gone mad! So looks like i made 2 more friends! Today no studying!!!!!!!! YAY!! U noe why? Year 5s gone to camp and the class teachers are away at camp as well!!!!The pic is random and i guess my basketball is getting better i hope!


dawn wrote this @ 1:30 AM
Basketball!


U noe wad? Today have basketball tryouts!? It was quite easy u noe why? They made us dribble the ball around the hall then ball handling i've done all that before many times before and stuff... But one thing u noe wad? the balls can't bounce!!! so its like cannot even bounce leh!!! Then when dribbling is like chasing a rolling ball.... I also got complimented me on something its like how i can do things without being asked to!? Usually i would be scolded for not having enough to work on and of course my dad's a teacher if i don't i'd just be a deliquent!? I noe i'm freaking! Nvm just ignore it all so thats all for today and i say i'm emo cause most of the time i'm always having this doubting feeling... I was told that when people talk mostly about anything? I was told i am quite distant from most things but still get all infomation down!!! I think i noe why i'm like what i said earlier? I always get my work finished so i can think whether is it about anything or not!